i hate waking up in the winter time.
when i wake up it's just so cold, i wish i could stay curled up in bed. instead i need to wake up and drag myself to the shower. lately, i've taken to wearing a blanket around the house.. i think i look kinda funny.. but at least i'm warm. the weather's ruined my running regime too.. agh.. it's so hard to stay motivated when it's cold like this.

i've been thinking of looking for a new job lately too. thinking, but not actually looking. i know, it's bad. i still have no idea what i want be.. i can see myself doing things, and doing okay.. but.. i want to be better than just okay...

hmm.. i still have a lotta things to figure out.