my head's buzzing with thoughts right now.
lately i've felt really disconnected. i've been mulling over the reasons why that might be. i've come to the conclusion that somehow i've lost touch with my friends and the people who really matter to me. maybe i was pushing them away? maybe i just didn't realize i was doing it? i don't know.. whatever it was, i ended up feeling the way i do because i've somehow disconnected myself. so in my (rather lame) attempt to re-establish communication with the outside world, i've decided to revive my blog. i'm rather lazy, so this is an easy way for me to give quick and dirty updates of what's going on in my life.

the big thing for me is that this time around, i've decided to make my blog PUBLIC. yes, i have another blog--"the secret one".. but that one's mostly for embarassing rants that i don't want anyone but myself to read. don't ask me for the link, cause you should already know that i won't tell you.

so i'm starting off with a fresh outlook and a fresh blog. i'm crossing my fingers and hoping that it works out.